Whine like a mad cow.
I need a life.
My life is getting f boring ya know. It’s just about work and work and work. F that shit.
Work sucks much.
Facing papers everyday is driving me mad. How on earth can a human do that? I’m not using my brains at all or learning anything new which is seriously KILLING ME and making me feel like a… like a… useless piece of shit?!
Fake masks.
I guess it’s never easy to figure out the true self behind each mask worn.
Unreasonable dad.
Yes, if you had been following me on twitter, you should know how angry I was the other day. It’s beyond words to even describe how I feel. No amount of consoling words can ease the-whatever-feeling-in-me. Just two words: SO DEAD.
Temptations.
This and that, I want it all. But I know, I need to make a right choice and decision before doing things else I will regret.
Helpless circumstances.
I’m eager to go back to school but money issues are being such a f bitch. Save? Yah tell me how to fucking save 30k in 2/3 years when I can’t even save 3k or what la. Part time? Yes, I don’t mind working and taking part time degree. BUT, I wouldn’t want to still be worrying about school fees while juggling both work and studies. At some point of time, I just want to give up on going for a degree. And don’t come telling me whatever shit stories and making it sounds easy. Because it’s not easy at all and ya not gg thru it so shut up.
STM lately.
My memory deteriorated. And ya know it really sucks when you’re trying so hard to remember things that had happened weeks or days ago or even just yesterday.
That’s not the end but I’ll just stop here.
This is not being pessimistic but just merely releasing some stress for the sake of making my life better.
Yes yes I whine like a bitch I know but that doesn’t mean I hate my life and at the end of the day, I will still suck it up and move on. Like what a friend said to me, ‘that’s life’.
Good Night…
