Love Is Blind.

Tell me how ironic life can be.

Take love/ relationship as an example. (I’m sure it will be a good example)

Look, we don’t develop feelings overnight, do we? It’s usually after spending ample time getting to know each other, understanding the person, his/her characters and personalities then you determine if you can click w him/her. That’s when both will talk more and on and on.

However, feelings also can develop unknowingly, skipping all the steps i’ve mentioned above. Perhaps that’s what i will call ‘Love at first sight‘(?).

Okay, cut out all the craps, my main point is…

Feelings’ always the top priority to consider and is the main role in the relationship? Like Mr A can treat you v nice, give you all you want, love you like hell but you have zero feelings for him. No matter what he do he will still be an eyesore and you just detests him or rather the things he do.

Whereas Mr B treats you badly, can’t give you what you want, don’t care about you and did all the nasty things on you but your feelings for him is just so strong. No matter how bad he is, he just like an angel and is perfect in your eyes. You just love him so much.

Isn’t it ironic? Perhaps that’s…Love(?). That’s why i always say and believe, Love Is Blind.

Agree w me?

It’s my December.

Indeed, December is a good month, or rather still going on fine. Really keep fingers crossed, i pray hard enough for a much better life at least. Hardcore partying recently had cut a big hole in my pocket. Plus, getting the bb phone gave me a deeper cut. Ouch. But nevertheless, I’m still surviving w my December peanuts pay. Oh, it sucks to be broke but well, still worth while at least.

It’s week one for me back in school for fyp. I still v much love life in school than in office. Why? Because there’s not much restrictions. But sadly, it’s my last three months in nyp. How time flies. Lucky enough, my lab mates’ are still fine, the project i’ve gotten is still pretty doable and my supervisor is nice too.

A good start for a nice December, the last month of the year.

Till then, Good Night Sweeties.

I’m not a pushover.

I had enough of all the bullshits.

Look, I’m certainly not a pushover. Don’t assume that I keep quiet all the time means I can be bullied. I close one eye most of the time because I’m just plain lazy and ain’t at all interested to argue w you. Enough, enough of all these. You can go ahead shout, yell or say what you want. I’m gonna turn a deaf ear to you from now on because what you say, no longer make a single sense. You always say what you want, w/o even considering other’s feelings. You always put words into others’ mouth and get angry over it when in the first place they didn’t even say it. It irritates me to the maximum. Just leave me alone and i will thank you for that, seriously. Don’t poke your nose into my life anymore for i’m no longer young and i know what i’m doing. I live the way i want. So what if i club and return home 7 in the morning? So what i spend all my money on drinking and partying?

I know all of you have been taking advantages of me because I always keep quiet all the time and don’t voice out. For the last time i’m gonna say this, Get this clear, I’m not a pushover. Don’t test me.

P/S Don’t fucking assume if you want to read my blog.

new toy

3 hours of waiting nearly killed me that day over @ suntec singtel roadshow. However, it’s worth-while cos’ i’ve got my blackberry bold. It’s good i tell you, just that it’s abit…big and bulky. Still trying to get use to it though but i’m lovin’ it ttmax..

2 more days to end my draggy attachment. Boss will not be in the office till the day i leave, which means slack! Imma slacker wannabe! But time passes real slow when you have nothing to do. Gonna hit VC to get yum yum chocs for my colleagues tmr. I’ve bought cards and pretty coloured papers just now. Gonna start decorating tonight. Manicure session too, short nails are not love, so is ugly eye-brow. Time to hit little india for eye-brow trimming!

Photos coming up soonnnn, i promise!

Oh ya, i’ve got a new name for myself – Kaylee Huang. You can call me either one, Verlynn or Kaylee. It’s just for fun or maybe better luck (: but i’m intending to register both in my IC.

Enjoy your night all.

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Wake me up when november ends.

November is not a good month for sure, for me at least. It feels like god’s playing a game w me. A game that has a nice beginning but a pathetic ending that got me all injured and hurt both physically and mentally. Or perhaps it’s just my luck for this month, which is utterly bad. It’s just one more week before November ends. I hope it ends fast for so much had happened, it’s way too much for me to handle.

At the age of 20, i hate it for i have so much things to stress and worry about when it ain’t suppose to be my problems at all. It’s just so devastating that you have a dream and you know you can’t fulfil it due to some no-choice issues. That kind of disappointment is just so….indescribable.

Now i finally understand, never put your hopes too high for the disappointment will be even higher. I always put my hopes high on something/someone to the extent whereby i don’t put myself as the first priority anymore. It sucks pretty much.

Everyone changes as we grow up. Thinking changes, characters and personalities change. But am i changing for the better or the worst? I wonder…

Friends? They come and go. I no longer wish to care so much about it after trying so hard to maintain all my friendships w different kind of people. I’m not gonna take it too hard anymore. I can’t probably compromise all alone by myself. It takes two hands to clap. I don’t wish to (or rather i can’t) accommodate to their way of doing things and their characters and personalities, except for that few BFFs of mine. Good ones stay, bad ones go. That’s it.

See, my life’s like a roller coaster. One moment’s up and another moment’s down. At least on a happier note, my attachment’s ending next thursday, which is a goooood thing. Keep fingers crossed, hopefully life gets better when i return to school for fyp when December arrives.

P/S I’m gonna get blackberry bold tmr! Happy luhhh but will be utterly broke after that.
P/P/S Time for a break. May be on hiatus for some time, till i’m feeling better mentally.

Oh this is not an emotional post yea. Just some random thoughts.

Time for facial!

Bad luck x2

Fuck. I just mentioned my luck was good for winning mj previously. However, my luck was utterly bad last night. Before heading to the club, quarrelled w friend over some stupid small matter and i’ve no idea why the fuck she made a big hoo-haa out of it. Mood was ruined. In the club, i lost my phone. Like fucking suay can. Time to go pray already.

Despite losing my phone, last night was enjoyable. But totally hate clubbing w people who gets into fight for no fuck reason. Like hello, it’s all about fun in the club, wana fight then please get out.

What’s wrong w my life recently? Perhaps it’s a sign for me to stop all unhealthy activities yea.

Off to prepare before heading down to vivo w love to get my sim card done. Good day all.

Smart or what.

It was a wow wow night last night. MJ @ Jeryl’s house w his cousin and ky. Total random but it’s pretty fun yet stress. I’ve got to admit it’s all luck last night that i won 70$. Neither am i an expert nor i know how to play that well. I’m just a beginner w the v basic skill, pong pong eat eat and hu, that’s it. I don’t know how to see the tai (except counting the animals) and all. Still, happy luh.

Oh, went for a second haircut ytd. The first time one was @ fep, it sucked v badly. Middle finger for the hairstylist. No shape and all, his skills are like shit and f it costed me 32$. Angry! Then, this time round, went back to my hairstylist @ ms and he’s really good i must say. I’m always extremely sastisfied w the result after the haircut. And the amazing thing is, one look he knows my hair was cut twice outside. Good or what man.

Party tonight, as usual.

P/S stfu, thank you.

Short and Sweet.

Oh hello, been through a couple of hectic day(s) previously. I’m so glad everything’s back to normal and still going on fine. It felt like a fairytale story, like i’m asleep dreaming of how nice my life is/was at that time. (But my life’s still nice now okay!) Awake from the dream and back to reality, i’ve gained a short yet sweet love and also a wonderful experience. It may be short but i did not regret a thing at all. Oh, maybe i did regret not knowing you first. Haha j/k but still, i prefer the way we are now.

6 more working days. I’m still enduring!!!

P/S Be back on weekends to blog instead.

Life’s Great.

So, last night was as usual, rebel (again). Am i getting old or what? I got really drained out even when the clock only showed 1 in the morning. Was busy yawning away the whole night though. Left around 4 in the morning as i couldn’t take it anymore. Rebel’s always full of immature youngsters and they act as though they have never seen a girl in their whole life. Lol. Next week another visit as it’s my girlfriend’s birthday.

Rounding on friday night. It was really fun. Blasting the radio listening to 987fm top hits and raced through the quiet roads at the speed of 140km/h was totally cool yet a stupid thing to do, i know. Well, once a while it’s alright isn’t it. HA!

Spell me the word D R E A D. cos’ it’s monday tmr, like again.